dunno why. when i see this, makes me wanna cry...

"i said goodbye to you"

"and now i can't forget you"

truth is...

I screwed up… i miss you a lot. every day, every i remember our time together, every time i heard your name… move on? yes I am. can you see? I like someone else, i try to. but I miss you much, love you much. it seems like almost a year ago we break up, you decide our relationship, then you come back then… we break up again, and you never come back. I always imagining you’re still with me. every night. but i don’t crying. One year… one year i always hope you come back. you never know how much i am fucking miss you now….

From: ME, TO: YOU

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oke kembali ke template lama, sudah tidak terlalu ngurus blog lagi.

jadi udah ga ngerti sama sekali, ga sama sekali juga sih.tapi banyak berkurang.

terus di template ini ga ada "archive" sm buat follow nya. jadi sabar aja yak.

gue nya udah males kalo ngerombak lagi-_-

tapi kalo ada yg tau caranya bole lah bagi bagi ilmu sama gue:p

oke cuma ini aja, kayaknya post ini adalah post yang paling gapenting-__-

oke capcus muah XOXO

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hello blog

lama ya gue ga ngurusin lo, mau gue ganti apa-apa, mau gue rombak gitu maksudnya malah males he --"

oke gue kembali menulis bukan untuk ngomongin kaya ginian, but it's about "how-i-feel-in-high-school"

yak you know :( i'm tired.

tired of high school, damn tired.

exam, lessons, the teachers. so many things i hate about my school.

TAPI.... sekolah gue ada hal menyenangkannya kok.

yap, my class x.5, my 29, my ospek, my bestfriend, my new bestfriends, ALL my new friends and you.

tapi gue capek, capek di sma;(

ga ada waktu bebas, ga ada waktu main, harus belajar dan belajar.

please, gue mau pindah.

high school killing me slowly but sure.

now i've trouble, big trouble in hs. makes me wanna die, and always cry.

i hate crying.... but my tears always come down when i think about it.

my friends always said "you're strong girl tash!"

no.... i'm not strong enough like you think guys.

gue nangis, gue sedih, gue takut, gue bingung mau ngapain.

better i'm move kali ya.

yes move, move to heaven

take a bow

Ohh, how about a round of applause,

Hey, standin’ ovation,

Ooh, ohh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You look so dumb right now,

Standin’ outside my house,

Tryin’ to apologize,

You’re so ugly when you cry,

Please, just cut it out

Don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not,

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught,

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin’,

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtains finally closin’,

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin’,

But it’s over now (but it’s over now),

Go on and Take a Bow, ohh..ohh

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),

You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),

Talkin ’bout girl, I love you, you’re the one,

This just looks like a re-run,

Please, what else is on

Don’t tell me you’re sorry ’cause you’re not (mmm),

Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught (mmm),

But you put on quite a show (oh),

You really had me goin’,

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtains finally closin’,

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin’,

But it’s over now (but it’s over now),

Go on and take a bow, ohh

And the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),

For makin’ me believe that you could be faithful to me,

Let’s hear your speech out?

(But you put on quite a show you really had me goin’),

But now it’s time to go (oh),

Curtains finally closin’,

That was quite a show (oh),

Very entertainin’,

But it’s over now (but it’s over now),

Go on and Take A Bow

But it’s over now

gatau kenapa gue lagi suka denger lagu ini. this is my "galau" song. ahahaah LOL

this is for someone, my "secret" person

so-me

I've just found it in tumblr. check out my tumblr @ http://tashabcd.tumblr.com ;)

She’s the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.

She may talk to other guys. Laugh with them. Make jokes with them. But you’re the one that will always be on her mind. Because you’re what matters most to her. Because you’re the one she loves & fell for.

this-is-so-me. no offense thanks