Belajarlah Menerima...

"Memang ada beberapa hal yang mau kau usahakan sebaik apapun, tetap tak akan mampu kembali seperti sedia kala. Terima lah.

Bila pada akhirnya dia memang ditakdirkan untuk bersama kamu. semuanya akan kembali seperti sebelumnya, bahkan bisa lebih baik lagi"

Agnes Davonar said...

"Kita tidak perlu merasa sedih dengan keadaan kira walau terlahir tidak sempurna di dunia ini. Karena Tuhan memberikan kita nafas kehidupan dengan tujuan masing-masing" -Ayah, Mengapa Aku Berbeda?

"Dalam hidup, ada saatnya kita tidak bisa memilih, selain bertanggung jawab terhadap hal yang kita lakukan di masa lalu. Percayalah masa depan akan menajadi indah bila kita berusaha untuk menerima keadaan kita" -My Last Love

"Sahabat, kau adalah cahaya salam kehidupanku. Lentera yang siap menyala disaat aku merasa gelap di dunia ini. Jadilah abadi selamanya dalam hidupku tanpa pernah hilang dalam seperti bayangan." -Sahabat

"Saat terindah dalam hidupku adalah bersamamu.

Saat tersedih dalam hidupku adalah kehilanganmu"- Kekasihku Daniel

"Bila aku harus berhenti nernafas di dunia ini, jadikanlah aku duniamu untuk terakhir kalinya, seperti aku menjadikan dirimu duniaku yang terakhir" -Gaby Dan Lagunya

"Sahabat adalah permata hati, sedangkan kekasih hanyalah perhiasan yang sesaat di hati" -Sahabatku Peter

"Ketika seseorang datang dan tersenyum padamu, itu adalah awal sebuah takdir yang kelak akan membawamu pada dua hal. Kebahagiaan dan Kesedihan" -My Blackberry Girlfriend

"Terkadang arti kebahagiaan dapat terjadi karena kita melihat masa lalu dan membawanya ke masa depan untuk bercermin terhadap kehidupan kita saat ini" -My Last Valentine

"Aku mungkin tidak terlahir untuk membuatmu selalu tersenyum, tapi aku tercipta untuk selalu disampingmu, agar kau tahu, aku ingin kau selalu bahagia di dunia ini" -Aku Masih Di Sini Untukmu

"Cinta tidak melihat warna hitam ataupun putih yang kau berikan, tapi cinta memberikan warna yang indah yang terlihat dari mata dan hati yang kau tunjukkan padanya" -Happy Birthday

"Karena cintalah yang mengubah perbedaan di dunia ini, karena hanya cintalah yang mengubah warna hati kita, karena cintalaj aku hidup di antara kisahmu" -Kekasihku Angel

"Bila ada pertemuan di dunia ini maka akan ada perpisahan disampingnya. Bila ada kebahagiaan di dunia ini maka akan ada kesedihan disampingnya" -Never Say Goodbye

"Bila cinta tidak bisa menghapus kesedihanmu, maka bencilah diriku seperti engkau mencintaiku dulu kala" -Aku Membenci Cintamu

"Bagaimanapun kau hadir dalam hidupku, aku yakin baik atau buruknya kehidupanmu hanyalah Tuhan yang paling mengerti mengapa kau ada disisiku" -Mimpi Seorang Gadis Jumbo

"Aku mungkin bukanlah hal terbaik dalam hidupmu, tapi aku percaya kamu adalah hal terindah yang pernah ada dalam hidupku" -Kau Yang Terindah

"Hingga nafasku kelak berakhir, aku percaya cintaku akan sampai padamu walau di ujung dunia nanti kita terpisahkan.

Cinta sejati adalah bagian terindah dalam hidupku yang tak akan pernah hilang hingga nafasku berakhir di dunia ini." -Cinta Sampai Di Ujung Dunia

"Masa lalu adalah pilihan yang kita lalui sedangkan masa depan adalah pilihan yang kita tentukan" -Luna Kamu Harus Kuat

"Aku mungkin tidak bisa membuatmu bahagia dengan takdirku saat ini, tapi aku berjanji kelak bila aku terlahir kembali, kamulah orang yang paling bahagia karenaku." -Gadis Dengan Nama Billy

"Saat ini, aku bukan menangis karena bersedih kau meninggalkanku tapi aku menangis karena sulit bagiku untuk melupakan cinta yang pernah ada dalam hidup kita" -Dan Kevin Pun Menangis

"Satu hal yang tak mungkin kulupakan tentang kamu adalah saat kau hadir dalam hidupku untuk ada bersama matahari yang kau berikan padaku" -Matahari Di Antara Surga

Unforgettable

Yang mana yang lebih baik- pernah memiliki lalu kehilangan? atau tidak pernah memiliki sama sekali?

Apakah kamu pikir kita bisa berteman?

"Kita tidak akan bisa 'hanya' berteman. Kita akan bertukar pandangan penuh makna. Kita akan teringat akan apa yang pernah ada. Kita akan berharap akan apa yang mungkin ada.

Pada dasarnya, saya tidak percaya lelaki dan perempuan bisa hanya berteman. Mereka terlalu berbeda. Selalu ada perasaan tak terbalas, rasa yang tak terungkapkan, masa lalu yang pernah dibagi.

Jika kita berteman, kita akan berhenti bertemu secara reguler, tetapi terus berkiriman email. Saya akan menyimpan semua email-mu dalam folder khusus. Sesekali, saya akan membuka dan membaca kembali email-email itu. Bagi saya, hal itu tidak jauh berbeda dengan menyimpan pembicaraan di dalam hati.

Suatu hari nanti, jika saya merindukan kamu, saya akan mengingat kembali masa masa ini, seperti baru terjadi kemarin.

Ini lebih baik dibanding berharap dapat melihat kamu, tanpa mengetahui kapan kita bertemu.

Lebih baik daripada berpura-pura senang tentang kabar baik mengenai kamu dan kekasihmu, anniversary, sedangkan saya sendirian menanti kamu.

Saya tidak yakin saya akan sanggup melakukan itu semua.

Maaf"

Apakah kamu akan merindukan saya?

"Saya akan merindukan kue putu, pembicaraan mengenai Gewurztraminer dan Istanbul, dan lirik lagu Nirvana. Tapi tidak lebih dari itu, karena saya akan cukup merindukan kamu lewat bayang kosong di samping jendela.

Dan saya,

Saya akan menjadi perempuan yang kamu ingat saat radio memutar lagu kesukaanmu. Orang yang kamu kenang saat menyesap wine dan menatap hujan.

Wanita yang selalu duduk di balik jendela bening yang mesti kamu tau, tidak sedang menunggu apapun, tetapi tetap berada disana"

Bukankah melupakan adalah sesuatu yang ekstrem?

Bagaimana dengan sesuatu yang lebih sederhana: merelakan misalnya?

Apakah dengan merelakan semuanya akan menjadi lebih mudah?

"Mungkin. Saya tidak tahu.

Sayangnya, merelakan sepertinya memiliki korelasi erat dengan melupakan.

Setiap kita teringat, kita akan rindu. Begitu rindu, maka akan timbul sesal. Saat kita menyesal, itu artinya kita belum merelakan.

Hanya jika kita mampu tersenyum pada memori itu tanpa rasa sesal, maka kita telah merelakan seutuhnya."

Secara teori, semua itu mudah diuraikan.
Dalam kehidupan nyata, siapa yang tau kapan tepatnya kita bisa merelakan sebuah kehilangan?

Lelaki itu tau, perempuan itu juga tau. Mereka adalah dua orang yang tepat... yang bertemu pada waktu yang salah.

 Unforgettable by Winna Effendi

Kalian yang Cemburu...

Rasa cemburu adalah bukti bahwa cinta harus memiliki.

Jika dia penting bagimu, janganlah malu untuk mencemburuinya. Karena itu sebuah tanda baginya, bahwa ia penting bagimu.

Janganlah mementingkan gengsi dan memalsukan kecemburuanmu, dan menggantikannya dengan lagak yang sok tidak butuh.

Dan janganlah memperburuk keadaan dengan berlaku rendah untuk membuatnya balik mencemburuimu.

Peliharalah keindahan tutur dan perilakumu.

Terbukalah mengenai rasa cemburumu. Sampaikanlah kepadanya bahwa engkau mengharapkan dia berlaku yang membuktikan bahwa engkau adalah satu-satunya.
Berlakulah baik, agar segera terlihat apakah dia jiwa baik yang disiapkan oleh Tuhanmu, atau orang palsu yang harus kau tinggalkan.

Itulah cara untuk cemburu dengan anggun.

Mario Teguh.

I Must Let It Go

I cannot erase the past

I must let it go

I cannot change yesterday

I must accept the lessons learned

I must let this useless feeling go away

Far... Far... Away...

Because...

Kalau ada jodoh, kita jumpa lagi :"D

"If two people meant to be together, they'll find their way back" -Chuck Bass

Divortire

"Aku tidak bisa berbohong dan berkata dulu aku tidak mencintai Beno. Aku jatuh cinta padanya. Habis-habisan. Dan dalam. You don't just get over something like that easily. Dan aku membencinya karena telah membuatku jatuh cinta padanya tapi lalu dia menghancurkan semuanya. Well, I participed in the ruining too, to be honest.

Mungkin benar yang dikatakan orang-orang. Opposite attracts, but two people who are so much alike are just like magnets with the same pole. Kesamaan itu justru menjadi pemecah, ibarat magnet berkutub sama yang akan selalu tolak-menolak. Apakah aku menyesali semua yang telah terjadi? Tentu. I'd be a cold hearted bitch if I don't. Kalau aku bisa memutar balik waktu, mungkin aku akan memilih untuk tidak jatuh cinta pada Beno karena sekarang aku sudah tahu semuanya akan berakhir seperti ini. " - Alexandra

"Alexandra, I hate to sound like chessy romantic novels, but just because he hurt you, doesn't mean it's gonna happen again when you open your heart again to the next guy, Right?" -Wina *Alexandra's best friend*

"Aku belum bisa bukan karena aku masih mencintai Beno, jujur. Yang tinggal cuma benci. Karena aku telah membuka hatiku dan menyerahkan segalanya buat dia, tapi ternyata dia lebih mementingkan pekerjaannya. Kejam rasanya bagaimana orang-orang yang sangat kita cintai biasanya justru yang paling menyakiti kita. Sekedar untuk menyadarkanku bahwa semua yang diawali dengan indah belum tentu berakhir sama. Meskipun kadang-kadang saat aku memandang tato ini, aku bertanya pada diriku sendiri :bisakah kita membenci dan sekaligus mencintai seseorang begitu rupa pada saat bersamaan" -Alexandra

"Beno is a fool for letting me go... Or am I the fool for letting him go? Karena selama ini cuma dia yang bisa membuatku selalu merasa aman. Karena cuma dia yang bisa membuatku jatuh cinta tanpa pamrih. Cuma dia yang bisa membaca pikiranku tanpa aku perlu mengatakan apa-apa. Cuma dia yang tahu bagaimana membuatku makin jatuh cinta dengan gestures kecil yang tidak penting tapi selalu datang di saat yang tepat" -Alexandra

"Emang setan banget laki-laki satu itu. Kenapa ya melupakan dia susahnya setengah mampus?" -Alexandra

"Sekarang aku takut ngejalanin suatu hubungan lagi, hanya untuk tersadar bahwa laki-laki arogan bangsat kurang ajar yang aku benci adalah laki-laki yang tidak pernah berhenti aku cintai"-Alexandra

"Aku selalu bilang ingin melupakan dia sepenuhnya, tapi entah kenapa aku selalu teringat dia" -Alexandra

"Salahkah aku kalau aku selalu merasa harus sakit dulu baru dia berada disisiku dan memperhatikanku?" -Alexandra

"You know Ben? for someone who's not even trying, you did a pretty job of hurting me" -Alexandra

"Dia tidak egois seperti Beno, tidak arogan seperti Beno, tidak sok penting seperti Beno. He's perfect. He's perfect in every single possible way. Dia bukan Beno. Dia sempurna karena dia bukan Beno.Dia sempurna tapi dia bukan Beno" -Alexandra

"Aku tidak boleh seperti ini. Ini hari aku mengakhiri semua hubungan, komunikasi, dan pertemuan dengannya/to stop communicating, talking, meeting, thinking, and caring. To stop having anything to do with him whatsoever" -Alexandra

"Kamu sadar nggak sih Ben? Kalo kamu perlu orang untuk merawat kamu karena aku sudah tidak bersama kamu lagi? Aku sudah tidak bisa lagi mengingatkan kamu kapan harus istirahat, kapan harus makan, dan kapan harus tidur. Aku sudah tidak bisa lagi menyelimuti kamu saat kamu tertidur. Aku sudah tidak bisa lagi membuat kan kamu teh hangat setiap kamu pulang kerja. I'm not here anymore. I'm not yours anymore" -Alexandra

Alex : "Ben"

Beno : "Ya?"

Alex : "What happened to us?"

Beno : "Us. Lex..... That's what happened to us"

Denny : "You wanna know why I would stay undor the rain for you?"

Alex : "Why?"

Denny : "So you can take care of me like you just did, and I kiss you like I just did"

Alex : *God, is this the guardian angel that you sent me?*

"Well... orang-orang selalu bilang 'lupakan Beno' ratusan kali, tapi bagaimana aku bisa cepat menghilangkan bayangan Beno kalau setiap saat ada saja yang bertanya 'Elo baik-baik aja kan Lex?' atau 'Beno apa kabarnya? Elo masih berhubungan sama dia?' atau 'Elo udah ketemu pengganti Beno?' atau 'Dulu waktu elo akan menikah dengan Beno, elo bener-bener yakin dia jodoh lo?' I mean, not trying to defend myself here, but how can I be completely okay if people keep asking me if I'm okay?" -Alexandra

"Some songs just bring out the best memories, dont they?" -Alexandra

"Kalau tujuannya mencari pengganti, sampai kapanpun ngga akan nemu. Yang harusnya gue cari itu laki-laki yang menyayangi gue, dan bisa bikin gue percaya cinta lagi" -Wina

-From Divortiare by Ika Natassa

Kim Na Na

"Ayo kita jalani ini bersama. Aku nggak tau akhirnya akan seperti apa, tapi selama kita menjalaninya bersama-sama, nggak akan ada rasa sepi itu. Aku nggak akan meninggalkan kamu sendirian lagi. Nggak ada seorang pun untukku, kecuali kamu"

-City Hunter

Leo

"I don't know what pain until this day.

I don't know pain could make me want to go out from this life.

I don't know life is this full of betrayal.

I don't now life is this full of lies.

I don't know...... I just want to be saved.......

I just want to be saved..... But everyone's walking out....."

-Dan Hujan Pun Berhenti

so-me

I've just found it in tumblr. check out my tumblr @ http://tashabcd.tumblr.com ;)

She’s the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.

She may talk to other guys. Laugh with them. Make jokes with them. But you’re the one that will always be on her mind. Because you’re what matters most to her. Because you’re the one she loves & fell for.

this-is-so-me. no offense thanks

-gigi-

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.
-He's Just Not That Into You-

share

I want to share some posts on my tumblr tashabcd , enjoy it ♥

(reblogged via inezkusuma)

stranger: ‘if you only got one word to say to your special someone, what would you say?’
me: ‘i’ll say, thanks’
stranger: ‘what for?’
me: ‘thanks for hurting me, thanks for giving me empty hopes, thanks for making me jealous, thanks for the shit you’ve done to me. BUT, thanks for making me smile everyday, thanks for making me laugh, thanks for being such a good friend, thanks for being there, thanks for everything, every single thing that you’ve done for me :)’ (reblogged via ddiras)

I hate to say it but I’m done. Now I’m all alone, thinking of our final goodbye. It wasn’t a lie, I did love you (reblogged via asridamayanti)

Girl: your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)

Boy: yeah... she is. (but you're still the most beautiful girl I know)

Girl: I heard she's funny an amazing. (all the stuff I wasn't)

Boy: she sure is. (but she's nothing compared to you)

Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (like how you knew just everything about me)

Boy: only the stuff that count. (I can't remember what she says when I think of you)

Girl: well..... I hope you guys last. (cause we never did)

Boy: I hope we do, too. (what happened to me and you?)

Girl: Well, I have to go. (before I start to cry)

Boy: yeah, me too. (I hope you don't cry)

Girl: Bye (I still love you)

Boy: Later (I never stopped)

(reblogged via hayomimew)

SOMETIMES WHEN YOU LEAVE, I JUST WANT TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYES AND SCREAM AT YOU TO HUG ME AND NEVER LET ME GO.

But you wont.

So why bother trying? (reblogged via secretsblog)

:')

"Nimo ngga tau kalo gue ngga bisa lupain dia! dan gue ngga mau kehilangan dia lin"

-Cintapuccino

- ♥ -

♥ People say I'm too good for you. That I know, but I also know that I have a chance of being different and making you settle down for just one girl.

♥ I can't accept the fact that I did nothing wrong but you just need to be alone. Don't fucking let me off easy, I want to know the truth.

♥ I'm sick of all these secrets saying "I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME" people like you DESTROY the word, it has absolutely no meaning anymore.

You don’t know when you’re in love it just happens & I’m sick of people being in a relationship for not even a week & claiming there in love?! what has this world come too? please stop posting secrets like those, it makes me sick. here is a new secret. I LIKE someone, whom doesn’t LIKE me back

♥ I honestly feel like you deserved better than me. I just wish you would understand that was the reason i was so mean to you. And now that I think about what was said, I feel terrible.

♥ I know I dont know much about love, but there's a person that is better than that.

I love him. He is mine and I am his. We are perfect (no kidding). But I am so afraid of losing this because I want this to last FOREVER<3 span="">

boring

♥ I just want to say thank you. Even though you tore out my heart and stomped on it, I didn't believe I could love anyone until I met you. So thank you for teaching me that love does exist.
♥ I stil love you with every inch of my heart. I can't get you out of my mind. DAMN
♥ I honestly don't know how to describe how I feel about you other than love.
I fell in love at you the first time I ever saw you. I saw you in my classroom. I love you. It doesn’t even matter that you will never love me back.
♥ I used to believe we really were in love.
Now that means nothing. You always had your eyes on another girl, but I believed you still loved me. We’re done now, and you told me it’s because of different reasons. Now you’re with that girl, and act like you don’t care about me AT ALL. I can’t stand to see you any longer.
♥ I just wish we would stop all the bullshit. End all of our stubborn thoughts! And actually say what we mean! REALLY, I'm tired of it all!
You won’t read this, and I probably won’t either, but here goes nothing. I'm in love with you, and I have been for a long time. but I'm afraid to wait for you this long. We both know that we can do it, you just have to trust me. You say you do, but it’s time to grab my hand and jump.
♥ You just keep me hanging on.
Time and again, you tell me how much in love you are with your girlfriend. I sometimes wonder if you hate me and are doing this on purpose and are just trying to hurt me. I honestly don’t know what it’s going to solve, but maybe ust let you have the satisfaction of breaking a young girl’s heart.
♥ I'm feeling worse and worse each day and I can't tell him.
I keep making him believe that things are getting better. Every day things get worse. I really don’t know what to do . I’m so unhappy. Why can’t he notice?
♥ I keep updating my twitter status. I want you to notice me so bad.
♥ You broke up with me. I liked you a lot, it hurt. We got back together. But now, you want to break up AGAIN with me. To be honest, I hope we do break up. I'm not so sure about us anymore, and I don't know if I can trust you
♥ Seeing you today made me realize how much greater you are than I could ever be. But I love how you are completely oblivious. I need someone like you in my life, especially now.
♥ I don't want to be your best friend anymore for the fact that later on in life, we won't be best friends & that KILLS me. Since you graduated, it hurts that i won't be able to talk to you when ever I can

bye xoxo :*

♥

love.
is not how you forget, but how you forgive.
love.
not you heard, but how you understand
love
is not what you see, but what you feel
love
is not how you let go, but how you survive.

* I thought you were the one person that I didn't have to be scared of and that wouldn't judge me. Really, you judge me more than anyone I've ever known. Thank you for making me more self-conscious. p.s. I wasn't "ignoring" you. I'm just the only one who knows when to stop.

* I wish you weren't an only-child so you would be able to suffer from this loneliness that I am suffering from, so you would want me back because I want you back, and so you would know what its like for a person to be missing, because you are missing from my life. But you seem to be doing just fine without me and that terrifies me and I can't take it anymore.

* I miss the person you used to be. I hate the person you've become but I love YOU. I hate the person I've become. I hate how jealousy always gets the best of me. Yes, I know hate is a strong word but that's how much I strongly hate this.

* I love him and I want to be with him more than anything in the world. I can't, though, because I already have a boyfriend that I am not ready to leave.

* Today, when I saw those girls talking to you, I felt so jealous. What hurts me most is that I have no reason to be jealous because you don't notice them that way. But I just wish I could talk to you like that too. Please, let me in. I promise I won't hurt you.

* I want to tell you how I really feel.. that I love you and it's killing me to see you with her.. but I have a strong feeling in my gut that's telling me you'll just laugh in my face....

* YOU ARE THE BIGGEST FAKE I HAVE EVER MET, YOU'VE MADE UP EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I KNEW ABOUT YOU, EVEN PEOPLE, COMPLETELY SAD. AND NOW THAT YOU REALISE WE KNOW IT, AREN'T YOU BEING A LITTLE BITCH ABOUT IT ?

* when you told me you missed me. I worked myself up to believe it meant you really did, every day with every hurtful thing you do I find it so much easier to dislike you that bit more.
you’re not half the person I thought you were, and part of me wishes you would feel the same hurt I do and think back to now and wish you hadn’t been so cruel. Dreamers often dream thoughts you never knew existed. I didn’t realise just how much I want you back.

(yang gue tulis, ngga ada maksud apa apa kok. Cuma mau ngungkapin aja, jadi kalo ada yang ngerasa. Maaf banget ya *big hugs* :*)

Quotes

I wanted to share some Quotes from http://blogsecret.tumblr.com/. I hope you like :)

ENJOY IT AND HAPPY READING!

* I wish I had told you I loved you.
Every time I remember the fact that you’re moving and I’ll never see you again, I want to hurt myself badly. Maybe then you wouldn’t leave. I regret not telling you that I love you. And even though we can still talk via internet, it will never be the same and I want you to know that I’ll never find anyone else like you and I don’t expect to.

* I'm surrounded by people who say they're my friends, but when it comes down to something important, will you be there for me? I don't think you will. You ditched me before in my time of need, and if you can do something like that once, I have no doubt you can do it again.

*  The reason I restricted my calories and lost weight so fast was because I wanted you. Now that I'm a size smaller, but eating well again, I'm terrified of putting on all the weight I lost. But things with you haven't changed. I still want you, and you still think I'm invisible.

* The real reason why I wanted to join the military was not because I was patriotic, but because I wanted to get away from the rejection of not having you. I wanted to see if you'll really miss me if I actually left....

* It hurts me a little more inside when you talk to me about how close you are with her and makes me sad when you say that you are keeping things from me. I know that I may not talk that much like she does with you, and I'm sorry about that. You say that I don't get jealous easily, but I really do, even if I don't show it. & I'm scared that if I tell you, you might choose her over me.. I hope you really mean it when you tell me you love me..

* Ever since he broke my heart, I've never been the same.
I don’t have the same passion I used to have. I’ve found a wonderful, amazing guy who likes me but I still find myself straining to grasp this. I don’t want to hope too much, but I already know he’s moving at the end of summer, sent of and I’ll probably never see him again. But, I still want to like him, I want to be happy again. I don’t want to sound like some lovestruck, crazy, typical, dramatic teenager, but it’s true. I find myself wondering if I’ll ever be able to open up again and throw myself into things. What if I never trust people like I trusted him?

* I can't take it. I don't know how I feel about you anymore, but even if I do have feelings or you, you're going to be gone by the end of summer. You're never going to read this, but I really love you as a best friend. But I don't know if we're going to work out like that.

* I told you how much I loved you. you told me you loved me with all your heart. the next couple of days you got yourself a girlfriend. you call that love? I call it betrayal, but the most FUCKED UP thing is... I forgive you

* I hate everything about you. Everything you say is gay ass shit. Please fucking die.

*  I want to still love you, but I can't stand your personality. but I don't want to lose you ---> It's so me!!!!

* I'm unhappy with our relationship, but I can't seem to let you go.

* Seeing you today made me realize how much greater you are than I could ever be. But I love how you are completely oblivious. I need someone like you in my life, especially now.

* I want you, but it seems like everything is holding me back from you. Why do you have to leave so soon?

* I'm in love with my classmates. I was sure he loved me too by the lies he told me. After all the drama we went through, I still cannot stop thinking about you. I tell everyone I don't give a damn about you, but the truth is if you asked me to be with you, I would say yes in a heartbeat. I hate you, because you make me love you.

* I really wish you'd say the words I want to hear.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I’m afraid to say anything because I’m afraid you’ll get freaked out. I start to tear up everytime I write something on tumblr about you, or think about it. I’m so unbelievably in love with you. Head over heels in love.
So I’m saying it to you here.
I love you babycakes. I want to be with you, seriously, forever. Please just give us that chance. Your perfect, and I want that part of you I lost back.

* I didn't know who to choose. Now I do. But I'm not going to, because I'm scared it'll be the wrong decision, even though I know it's right...I guess I'm just scared I'll want him back

* I thought we were in love until you left me for her. Now she's not in your life anymore. I knew it wouldn't last long. So we're back at it again. But now as "Friends". Something is telling me I'm being used as a rebound. But I cover those feelings up w/ the simple fact that I'm still in love w/you. I wanna Know where your heart is, but I'm afraid to ask, afraid of the response I'll hear.

* I really like you, but sometimes it feels as if you don't care about me as much as I care about you. You tell me we’re a couple, but it’s hard to believe when it seems like you’re hiding it from everyone. I want to end it with you because I think this is unhealthy for me, I just don’t want to tell you.

* I miss the person you used to be. I hate the person you've become but I love YOU. I hate the person I've become. I hate how jealousy always gets the best of me. Yes, I know hate is a strong word but that's how much I strongly hate this.

* My best friends told me I changed for the worst but never told me in what.I wish I could change but this is who I am now and if they're my friends they would love me no matter what.