I Must Let It Go

I cannot erase the past

I must let it go

I cannot change yesterday

I must accept the lessons learned

I must let this useless feeling go away

Far... Far... Away...

Because...

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"If two people meant to be together, they'll find their way back" -Chuck Bass

so-me

I've just found it in tumblr. check out my tumblr @ http://tashabcd.tumblr.com ;)

She’s the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girl who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am.

She may talk to other guys. Laugh with them. Make jokes with them. But you’re the one that will always be on her mind. Because you’re what matters most to her. Because you’re the one she loves & fell for.

this-is-so-me. no offense thanks

I wish that

I just co-pas from my tumblr. I reblogged this from iwillbecauseican. hmm just remember about n ehe :P okay forget it. it really sucks -_- but... hmm just enjoy this post thanks :)

I wish that i had never met you, then there would be no need to impress you. no need to want you. no need for loving you. no need for crying over you. no need for heartbreaks. no need for pain or tears. no need for forgotten promises. no need for rejected hugs. no need for crying myself to sleep. no need for acting like you care. NO NEED, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing...

BUT, then again

I'm glad i did meet you. 'cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. you were the one who loved me for me, just the way I am. the one who cared and tell me everything that'll be okay when everyone else didn't. the one who listened my story 'till last night. the one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever or just to say "good night honey, I love you". you were the one who i told secrets to. the one who taught me new things, little things, and everything. the one who trusted me when everyone else said that i'm wrong, you said "i trust you, i couldn't trust anyone who said bad things about you, about us. i just trust you" see? you judge me in sweet way. the one who laughed at my bad jokes. the one who did things, just for me --" do you remember my promise? that i never forget you no matter what, and our promises that you'll always be mine. okay i always remember this 'till now.

ohya! goodbye 199.... hhh it's sooo hard to say this. too much memories in it. 7.5, 8.2, 9.6. i'll never forget 199 really. in 199 i meet many amazing people! i know about friends, life, love, and everything, i learn many things, many special things. em one more, i never forget balcony, yess i love balcony so much, especially when.... :) <3 and="" class="Apple-style-span" now="" span="" style="font-size: x-large;">welcome 12 SHS

:) please be nice in 3 years ya :))

I'm sorry :')

Dear Brain:

I'm sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him :'(

Dear Tummy:

I'm sorry for all the butterflies.

Dear Pillow:

I'm sorry for all the tears.

Dear Heart:

I'm so sorry for all the damage

Dear Eyes:

I'm sorry when you must seems like mashimaroo

Dear Ears:

Sorry, for everything you must hear about him

Dear Mouth:

I'm sorry for all things that I talk about him

and Dear MySelf:

I'm sorry for all stupid things that I can do for him, I know I'm so stupid like this and that. Forgive me :'(

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I want to share some posts on my tumblr tashabcd , enjoy it ♥

(reblogged via inezkusuma)

stranger: ‘if you only got one word to say to your special someone, what would you say?’
me: ‘i’ll say, thanks’
stranger: ‘what for?’
me: ‘thanks for hurting me, thanks for giving me empty hopes, thanks for making me jealous, thanks for the shit you’ve done to me. BUT, thanks for making me smile everyday, thanks for making me laugh, thanks for being such a good friend, thanks for being there, thanks for everything, every single thing that you’ve done for me :)’ (reblogged via ddiras)

I hate to say it but I’m done. Now I’m all alone, thinking of our final goodbye. It wasn’t a lie, I did love you (reblogged via asridamayanti)

Girl: your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)

Boy: yeah... she is. (but you're still the most beautiful girl I know)

Girl: I heard she's funny an amazing. (all the stuff I wasn't)

Boy: she sure is. (but she's nothing compared to you)

Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. (like how you knew just everything about me)

Boy: only the stuff that count. (I can't remember what she says when I think of you)

Girl: well..... I hope you guys last. (cause we never did)

Boy: I hope we do, too. (what happened to me and you?)

Girl: Well, I have to go. (before I start to cry)

Boy: yeah, me too. (I hope you don't cry)

Girl: Bye (I still love you)

Boy: Later (I never stopped)

(reblogged via hayomimew)

SOMETIMES WHEN YOU LEAVE, I JUST WANT TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYES AND SCREAM AT YOU TO HUG ME AND NEVER LET ME GO.

But you wont.

So why bother trying? (reblogged via secretsblog)

from my tumblr

you can see @ my tumblr tashabcd

"Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you're hard-headed. If you're quiet, you don't care. If you call him, you're too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don't love him, he'll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don't fck him, you're tease. If you do, you're easy. You tell him your problems, he says you're irritating. If you don't, he says you don't trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares'. If you break a promise, he doesn't trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it's because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. They are BASICALLY the SAME. Guys drink to forget about girls, girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; When girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget but can't forgive, girls can forgive but can't forget. When guys are heart-broken, they try about the girl by going out with another girl. When girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristic in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love, Girls wish to be his last"

Guys and Girls is different. see? for many guys out there, please try to understand girls feelings. and for many girls out there we should not always succumb to the guys, remember that :)