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hello blog

lama ya gue ga ngurusin lo, mau gue ganti apa-apa, mau gue rombak gitu maksudnya malah males he --"

oke gue kembali menulis bukan untuk ngomongin kaya ginian, but it's about "how-i-feel-in-high-school"

yak you know :( i'm tired.

tired of high school, damn tired.

exam, lessons, the teachers. so many things i hate about my school.

TAPI.... sekolah gue ada hal menyenangkannya kok.

yap, my class x.5, my 29, my ospek, my bestfriend, my new bestfriends, ALL my new friends and you.

tapi gue capek, capek di sma;(

ga ada waktu bebas, ga ada waktu main, harus belajar dan belajar.

please, gue mau pindah.

high school killing me slowly but sure.

now i've trouble, big trouble in hs. makes me wanna die, and always cry.

i hate crying.... but my tears always come down when i think about it.

my friends always said "you're strong girl tash!"

no.... i'm not strong enough like you think guys.

gue nangis, gue sedih, gue takut, gue bingung mau ngapain.

better i'm move kali ya.

yes move, move to heaven

twelve

hellawr~
sekarang gue mau bahas tentang sma 12 ku tercintah :*
awal gue masuk sini, gue agak nyeselnyesel gimana gitu, yak you know gue awalnya berharap masuk sma rsbi, tapi apadaya nem gue bikin gue kelempar -_-
yup cukup menyesali nasib, gue udah masuk 12 ya mau gimana lagi, ternyata ga seburuk yg gue pikir kok :D

awalnya gue masuk ke kelompok mopdb ALEXANDER GRAHAM BELL
dan disini awalnya gue kenal anak-anak dari berbagai macam sekolah, disini gue masih sekelas sama anith lho \m/
disini menkel gue ka alif sama ka neta, orang baik terus sabar bangeeeeeeeeeet :))
selama 3 hari gue digodok disini, dari yang kenal sekolah tus kegiatan ya begitulah.
ini dia fotonya :P
tapi ternyata *jengjeng* kelas kita dipisah lagi semua :"(
dan ternyata gue ga sekelas sama anith, astaganaga nangis dong gue, langsung gue mikir "udah gue ga masuk rsbi terus ga sekelas sama anith pula, mau jadi apaan gue disini?!" sumpah itu sedih banget -_- dan akhirnya geu masuk kelas x.5 bareng imas, eren, abram, dll

ea x.5, awal masuk nya biasa aja. ga tertarik sama sekali. tapi itu cuma kesan awal lho
selanjutnya berawal lah hari hari gue di x.5, ternyata sangat beda dari apa perkiraan gue, anaknya asik semua *hem ga semua sebenernya*. wali kelas x.5 itu pak sholeh dia guru b.inggris, tus ketua kelasnya abram, wakil nya mathias, sekretarisnya gue ~.~ bendaharanya dida.
ini dia sebagian kecil x.5

eren-gue-dida

the girls~

gue-papay-eren-ayu-gea

itu yg diatas si abram -_-

dan ini dia ketua kelas kita!!! dia sekelompok mopdb lho sama gue~

oh iya gue juga ikut pk lho o_O
itu organisasi sekolah kaya osos gitu, gue jadi anggota bidang 9 \m/ ketua bidang gue ka aldo, orangnya kocak terus baik deh ahahaha. katanya bidang gue itu paling ribut soalnya gue sama ka aldi itu ngobrol terus u.u
anak 199 banyak lho yg jadi angbid pk/osis \m/ keren kan~
terus berlanjutlah hari hari yang banyak tugas di 12, indahnya sma ku sangat banyak tugas meskipun di saat liburan -_- tapi walaupun gitu gue seneng lho masuk sekolah, selain bisa ketemu tementemen, gue juga bisa ngeliat..... :P just someone who i can't tell to you readers :p

ahaha udah ah, gue bingung mau nulis apalagi, geu harus mengerjakan tugas.
okay bubye readers~ ttyl yaw:)) see you in next post :**

I wish that

I just co-pas from my tumblr. I reblogged this from iwillbecauseican. hmm just remember about n ehe :P okay forget it. it really sucks -_- but... hmm just enjoy this post thanks :)

I wish that i had never met you, then there would be no need to impress you. no need to want you. no need for loving you. no need for crying over you. no need for heartbreaks. no need for pain or tears. no need for forgotten promises. no need for rejected hugs. no need for crying myself to sleep. no need for acting like you care. NO NEED, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing...

BUT, then again

I'm glad i did meet you. 'cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. you were the one who loved me for me, just the way I am. the one who cared and tell me everything that'll be okay when everyone else didn't. the one who listened my story 'till last night. the one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever or just to say "good night honey, I love you". you were the one who i told secrets to. the one who taught me new things, little things, and everything. the one who trusted me when everyone else said that i'm wrong, you said "i trust you, i couldn't trust anyone who said bad things about you, about us. i just trust you" see? you judge me in sweet way. the one who laughed at my bad jokes. the one who did things, just for me --" do you remember my promise? that i never forget you no matter what, and our promises that you'll always be mine. okay i always remember this 'till now.

ohya! goodbye 199.... hhh it's sooo hard to say this. too much memories in it. 7.5, 8.2, 9.6. i'll never forget 199 really. in 199 i meet many amazing people! i know about friends, life, love, and everything, i learn many things, many special things. em one more, i never forget balcony, yess i love balcony so much, especially when.... :) <3 and="" class="Apple-style-span" now="" span="" style="font-size: x-large;">welcome 12 SHS

:) please be nice in 3 years ya :))