he's back

he's back to me.
yes yes, he's back after 4 days we broke up.
he says he still loves me.
when he said it, I'm very happy.
he held my hand, he hugged me, he kissed me.
aaaa, I really love him.
I never want to break up with him again.

6 days after he returned.
we're fighting again.
and you know what's the problem?
still the same problem yesterday.
that is about my closeness with them.
he never understood my relationship with them.

I and they were just friends, until any time would be best friends will not be more than that!

but you keep thinking I'm and they were more than that.
I beg you, believe me.

I am afraid that it now is, we'll broke up 'again'.
honestly, that's all I fear.
I don't want out of you.
You said I had to choose, stay away from them or away from you.
when I heard it, I feel you are very selfish.
I can't choose between you and them.
you and they are just as important to me.

I promise you said it was only 'fake promise'

you are wrong, my promise is not fake promises!

but I need time for a little away from them.
please, give me time for it.
not easy for a bit away from them.
try you were me, what can you stay away from friends who really understand and can make you laugh?
can you stay away from them in a week?
can you? I think not, because I can't like that.I know you're jealous, I know you don't like them, and I also know, you hate when I make friends with them.
actually, it's not your right, to forbid me friends with them, but I was right, to friends with anyone, including them.

you never felt the difficulty away from those people who you care aboutI love them, they are like my own family.
you? you're very important for me and I am very, very loved.
honestly, I wanted to cry.
but now I'm not crying, not for now.
I'll try to keep my promise to a little bit away from them.

Now we do not have communication, it will you.
I will follow you.
You do not need me? I need you.
you want me to stay away from you? I'm sorry I didn't want to.
I too love you.

please give me time for that, I hope you understand

still

1 day after we broke up.

it was the same with yesterday -_-

and I still hoping like yesterday, too.

Stupid I hope things very-very unlikely.

you definitely don't want to come back to me right?

and I really want us to be a relationship again.

hahaha :D

stupid, and I've promised to forget.

but the fact now is, I still continue to write about you.

and still in love with you.

It means it's too hard to forget you :'(

You too difficult for me to forget, it was only yesterday we -__- oh well, forget -_-

You've forgotten me and don't love me anymore like before.

you know? I was watching you from the balcony, but you don't see me.

OK, that's better than I have seen you throw in front of my face.

It would be very painful for me.

I'm afraid you back to her, really. I'm afraid.

My reason is not going to end because I don't want to see you back to her.

I would never willingly if that happens.

I know, I'm selfish like this, but I can't lie to myself.

I love you, and I want you BACK TO ME, not back to her.

You say I'm not trash for you, but now what? you think I'm a bad person.

I know, I was wrong.

I hurted you, but why do you respond to it with with her?

I can't, I couldn't.

I will NEVER be able to see YOU BACK TOGETHER WITH HER -_-

I beg you, please keep your promise this time.

promise you'll never go back to her, please.

I want you to keep your promise to me.

you know? I miss you now.

I miss you say''I love you '

I miss your nag.

concern you, understanding you, your laugh, your voice, all about you.

I want it back, but I realized it was just my dream.

we will never be together again

last time I see you, why my heart hurt?

turns out, I realized that if you are not mine anymore.

ok, stop crying.

I'll tried to move on, wish me luck :'')

broke up :')

today we broke up.

you glad we broke up? I didn't: '(

I'm sad we broke up.

but this want you, I can't do anything else.

you say, you hurt.

you say, I changed.

sorry, I never intend to do that.

you say, I was too close to them.

sorry, but if I had to choose. I prefer them.

they are my best friends.

when I was sad. Who is telling me not to cry? them! NOT YOU! while you? you were happy to see me cry.

Okay, I know I was wrong.

but, have not I've apologized many times to you?

What do you want to listen to my apology?

NO, you don't want to!

maybe you think, I just weepy girl, who could only cry but could not do anything.

provided you know, my friends told me I had to decide our relationship first.

but I don't want, I want to wait until the 14Th February, Valentine's Day.

I hope the day we can be better, but it turns out, you decide our relationship today :'(

you know I cry when you say that?

sure you know, but you don't care.

sure you don't care, I know.I'm just a toy for you.

You think I do not really love you? you're wrong.

I really love you until this moment too.

but I don't want to sad all the time, I had to keep my life ;")

I'm just scared, you go back to her

to your ex-girlfriend; '(

if after you break up with me, then you back to her.

indeed, I'll hate you.

I know, you're not mine anymore.

you are free now, you are free to choose anyone who VERY MUCH BETTER than I am.

but I beg you, don't come back to her.

It would be very painful for me.

honestly, I'm just friends with them.

I have no other feelings to them.

I loved them as a friend, but I love you as a boyfriend.

You misunderstand me and them.

but never mind, our relationship has ended.

nothing needs to be explained again.

everything has happened, now I can only hope.

you happy, you easily forget about me, about us.

maybe for you, it's very easy

but for me not.

I need a lot of time to forget you.

remember my promise to you first? I promise I will not forget you till whenever. I'll keep my promise, I will not forget you.

you know, until now I was hoping we could date again.

HA HA HA, I knew it was just my dream, you don't want to come back to me.

you already bored and no loves me anymore, I stupid think like that.

I'll try not to cry for you, because once you've told me not to cry ;")

I have to remember, many people who loved me, but who understand me just you ;'(

Tasha okay, don’t cry anymore

thank you for everything, all the memories, all love, all the attention and understanding. That means a lot to me.

Let me be honest this time, For the last time, I just wanted to say "I love you"

nieno goodbye, I always loved you ;'(