I'm ready! ready for what tash?
ready for everything, ready to forget you, ready to forget our memories, ready to see you with another girl --> for this I'm not sure ya :p, but I'll try it :)
I'm ready for all possibilities that will come.
I'm ready to not cry as usual, I'm ready to see you without remembering our memories.
Essentially, I'm ready to move on!
I said this doesn't mean I've to get someone to replace for you, ohoho I don't like you.
I try to not to think of you when I heard the song always be my baby -> you give me this song, I remember
and also when I heard the song when I'm with you and officially yours, remember? I always tell you to listen to this song haha
but now I don't care!
honestly, sometimes I still think about you and miss you.
I sometimes miss it when you smiled, hugged me and kissed me, maybe I will not forget it -_-
but only that, I don't love you anymore like the last time I said it to you.
people who have hurt me, I don't remember, I better forget
difficult? yaeh it's difficult.
but if I didn't try, when I can move on?
cry? already too many tears for you wkwk
find someone else to replace you?
sorry, I can't like that.
waiting you to come back? iuh waste my time.
I think you're a hypocrite and a pussy, oops sorry I said that.
but that's reality.
why a hypocrite?
because once you tell me you hate her.
but now? hahaha well I don't want to say it, too bad
and why I say you are 'queer'?
because you can only insult me on twitter. ha? why you can't say it in front of me?
okay, I tired to deal with your character.
I would rather forget you.
I'm ready to enjoy my new plain life! * Really, really plain without my memories about -----*
My way to forget you is block your acc, and never saw your profile again.
okay, maybe this is my last post about you, about 23. maybe lho ya :p, I don't promise :p hehehe
Friday, April 30, 2010
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I'm Gonna Find Another You
I'm Gonna Find Another You - John Mayer
It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you
You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you
When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope
Yeah and
So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do somethings you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you
I really love this song, John Mayer I <3>
my move on song! SEE? I can! I must move on! I can move on like you boy :p dont worry :D
:3
gue mau post tentang 3 barang yg ada di kamar gue.
yang pertama adalah, kotak musik ini. hmm sebenernya bukan kotak musik sih, kan bentuknya ga kotak. tapi udah lah gue seneng manggilnya gitu. Ini tuh dikasih sama ya adalah, tidak perlu dibahas. pokok nya yg paling gue suka dari ini adalah ada sprinke-sprinkle nya kalo malem terus gue taro deket lampu jadi lucu deh. oh ya satu lagi, suara dari sini selalu bikin gue tenang. s-e-l-a-l-u ♥
Yang kedua adalah ini, my teddy bear. Ini empuk cekaleee deh, enak banget kalo dipeluk buat tidur. jadi gue kalo mau tidur selalu meluk ini. gue mau ngasih nama ke boneka ini, tapi masih bingung, temen gue si anith bilang kalo namanya tuh *pip* aja. ah tapi gamau deh, kapan bisa move on kalo namanya dia -_- makanya kalo ada yg mau usul nama kasih tau gue ya! mention di @tasha_kartika (twitter)
yang pertama adalah, kotak musik ini. hmm sebenernya bukan kotak musik sih, kan bentuknya ga kotak. tapi udah lah gue seneng manggilnya gitu. Ini tuh dikasih sama ya adalah, tidak perlu dibahas. pokok nya yg paling gue suka dari ini adalah ada sprinke-sprinkle nya kalo malem terus gue taro deket lampu jadi lucu deh. oh ya satu lagi, suara dari sini selalu bikin gue tenang. s-e-l-a-l-u ♥
Ini dia yg gue maksud :
Yang kedua adalah ini, my teddy bear. Ini empuk cekaleee deh, enak banget kalo dipeluk buat tidur. jadi gue kalo mau tidur selalu meluk ini. gue mau ngasih nama ke boneka ini, tapi masih bingung, temen gue si anith bilang kalo namanya tuh *pip* aja. ah tapi gamau deh, kapan bisa move on kalo namanya dia -_- makanya kalo ada yg mau usul nama kasih tau gue ya! mention di @tasha_kartika (twitter)
LOOK, SO CUTE <3333>
dan yang terakhir boneka ku tersayang mybaby muah :* call her MINNIE :)
boneka ini gue dapet dari 'you-know-who* waktu ultah gue, harusnya ada mickey nya, tapi mickey nya ada di *you-know-who* udah dibuang kali sama dia --" ah tapi lupakanlah. yg jelas boneka ini gue sayang banget, padahal tuh abis putus bonekanya gue taro lemari, tp akhirnya gue jd susah tidur gitu *lebih ya gue* tapi emang kenyataannya gitu. yaudah gue ambil aja lagi, lagipula ga ada salahnya kan? lagipula waktu itu dia ngasih buat gue kan? yasudah sampe sekarang masih gue simpen bonekanya. bukan karena gue gamau move on atau apalah, tapi karena emang gue sayang + suka sama bonekanya BUKAN orang yang ngasihnya.
boneka ini gue dapet dari 'you-know-who* waktu ultah gue, harusnya ada mickey nya, tapi mickey nya ada di *you-know-who* udah dibuang kali sama dia --" ah tapi lupakanlah. yg jelas boneka ini gue sayang banget, padahal tuh abis putus bonekanya gue taro lemari, tp akhirnya gue jd susah tidur gitu *lebih ya gue* tapi emang kenyataannya gitu. yaudah gue ambil aja lagi, lagipula ga ada salahnya kan? lagipula waktu itu dia ngasih buat gue kan? yasudah sampe sekarang masih gue simpen bonekanya. bukan karena gue gamau move on atau apalah, tapi karena emang gue sayang + suka sama bonekanya BUKAN orang yang ngasihnya.
SEE? gue sayang banget sama ini :*
Look! My teddy & Minnie :)
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I can't
ohmy, I'm sorry I cant -_-
I cant forget you 'till now, I know you hate me, you move on, you have 'new' girlfriend.
I know, I know!
but, tell me boy why I cant forget you like you forget me?
you've made me like a fool for loving you.
one thing I know 'you teach me how to love you, miss you. but you NEVER teach me how to forget you'
my friend says' when you can move on if you keep talking about him? " and I realized, I'm stupid like this.
my friend was right, how can I move on if I continue like this?
I like this doesn't mean I didn't try.
I always try to forget you, ALWAYS!
but sometimes if I'm alone, and there when I miss you, when I can't forget you, when I want you there.
but, at the time with my friends, I laugh as usual, like nothing happened.
and next? I'm okay, I'm good, very good.
especially when I'm with Playmates, maybe I dont remember you at all
but when I'm alone and lonely at night, there was the time I remember you. because, usually you who accompanied me if my state of being alone like that.
and now? there's no you.
What I regret my decision to break up with you? the answer is NO.
I dont regret it, I just missed.
only that and nothing more.
I never ask you come back to me again, dont worry about that ;)
I just feel lonely when I'm alone and remember you.
but calm, I'm trying to move on like you :)
I dont want to keep hurting myself like this, you can move on tash :)
I cant forget you 'till now, I know you hate me, you move on, you have 'new' girlfriend.
I know, I know!
but, tell me boy why I cant forget you like you forget me?
you've made me like a fool for loving you.
one thing I know 'you teach me how to love you, miss you. but you NEVER teach me how to forget you'
my friend says' when you can move on if you keep talking about him? " and I realized, I'm stupid like this.
my friend was right, how can I move on if I continue like this?
I like this doesn't mean I didn't try.
I always try to forget you, ALWAYS!
but sometimes if I'm alone, and there when I miss you, when I can't forget you, when I want you there.
but, at the time with my friends, I laugh as usual, like nothing happened.
and next? I'm okay, I'm good, very good.
especially when I'm with Playmates, maybe I dont remember you at all
but when I'm alone and lonely at night, there was the time I remember you. because, usually you who accompanied me if my state of being alone like that.
and now? there's no you.
What I regret my decision to break up with you? the answer is NO.
I dont regret it, I just missed.
only that and nothing more.
I never ask you come back to me again, dont worry about that ;)
I just feel lonely when I'm alone and remember you.
but calm, I'm trying to move on like you :)
I dont want to keep hurting myself like this, you can move on tash :)
Friday, April 23, 2010
my song part III
I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true
(When You Love Someone - Endah N Resa)
Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I'm not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
(Where Are You Know - Britney Spears)
its hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
hold me now
I really wanna tell you I'm sorry
(Hard To Say I'm Sorry - Boyz II Men)
Sometimes you move so well
It's hard not to give in
I'm lost, I can't tell
Where you end and I begin
(If I Never See Your Face Again - Maroon 5)
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
(If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield)
Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku
Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu
Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti
(Jika Cinta Dia - Geisha)
Pergilah bersamanya disana
dengan dia yg ada segalanya
bersenang-senanglah sepuasanya
biarkan disini ku menyendiri
(Ingin Hilang Ingatan - Rocket Rockers)
I've exposed your lies
The underneath is no big surprise
Now it's time for changing
And cleansing everything
(Plug In Baby - Muse)
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
(If I Were A Boy - Beyonce)
See? you hurt me like this.
please, you make me cry you know?
You may not realize, all you have done? ha? not realize?
sensitive bit boy, please.
do you like her? leave me.
simple, just leave me alone.
that's what you want it? and you want her?
you said 'if I had a girlfriend, I would be more loving my girlfriend'
stupid! you say it in front of me!
you don't understand how the pain? at least, please DON'T say it in front of me. N-E-V-E-R!
if you love her, leave me. please don't torture me like this.
don't you know I cry? I know, you don't care if I cry, I'd better shut up right?
no one knows I'm crying, I hide it from everyone.
I don't want you to know I'm crying, I knew I was just a whiny, spoiled, and selfish.
I don't want to hurt her anymore, she's my friend. I really feel bad. I'm sorry, once again I'm sorry but I can not hide my feelings, sorry.
sorry I was too hurt you, sorry :(
she's better than me, I'm sure :)
choose her, I happy for you if you with her, I pray for you :)
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can’t stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don’t ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true
(When You Love Someone - Endah N Resa)
Where are you now, what have you found
Where is your heart, when I'm not around
Where are you now, you gotta let me know
(Where Are You Know - Britney Spears)
its hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
hold me now
I really wanna tell you I'm sorry
(Hard To Say I'm Sorry - Boyz II Men)
Sometimes you move so well
It's hard not to give in
I'm lost, I can't tell
Where you end and I begin
(If I Never See Your Face Again - Maroon 5)
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
(If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield)
Jika cinta dia jujurlah padaku
Tinggalkan aku disini tanpa senyumanmu
Jika cinta dia ku coba mengerti
(Jika Cinta Dia - Geisha)
Pergilah bersamanya disana
dengan dia yg ada segalanya
bersenang-senanglah sepuasanya
biarkan disini ku menyendiri
(Ingin Hilang Ingatan - Rocket Rockers)
I've exposed your lies
The underneath is no big surprise
Now it's time for changing
And cleansing everything
(Plug In Baby - Muse)
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
(If I Were A Boy - Beyonce)
See? you hurt me like this.
please, you make me cry you know?
You may not realize, all you have done? ha? not realize?
sensitive bit boy, please.
do you like her? leave me.
simple, just leave me alone.
that's what you want it? and you want her?
you said 'if I had a girlfriend, I would be more loving my girlfriend'
stupid! you say it in front of me!
you don't understand how the pain? at least, please DON'T say it in front of me. N-E-V-E-R!
if you love her, leave me. please don't torture me like this.
don't you know I cry? I know, you don't care if I cry, I'd better shut up right?
no one knows I'm crying, I hide it from everyone.
I don't want you to know I'm crying, I knew I was just a whiny, spoiled, and selfish.
I don't want to hurt her anymore, she's my friend. I really feel bad. I'm sorry, once again I'm sorry but I can not hide my feelings, sorry.sorry I was too hurt you, sorry :(
she's better than me, I'm sure :)
choose her, I happy for you if you with her, I pray for you :)
my song part II
You're the only one
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
(When I'm With You - Westlife)
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
(Dont Love You No More - Craig David)
To say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before
I'm officially yours
(Officially Yours - Craig David)
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand to yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
(Oh It Is Love - Hello Goodbye)
You'll always be part of me
I'm part of your indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can escape me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
(Always Be My Baby - David Cook)
since I Found You My World Seems So Brand New
you've Show Me The Love I Never Knew
your Presence Is What My Whole Life Through
since I Found You My Life Begin So New
now Who Needs A Dream When There Is You
for All Of My Dreams Came True
since I Found You
(Since I found You - Christian Bautista)
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we're leavin' never looking back again
(Leavin - Jesse McCartney)
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
(Unintended - Muse)
Hapuslah cinta antara kita berdua
Karena kau sudah ada yg punya
Biarlah diriku memendam rasa ini
Jauh di lubuk hatiku
(Soulvibe - Biarlah "Hapuslah Cinta")
I love you, baby and if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby to warm the lonely nights.
(Cant Take My Eyes Off You - Muse)
Cause, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance
(Cant Keep On Loving You - Elliott Yamin)
That makes it feel like home
And I need you in my life
When you're not around I'm feeling
Like a piece of me is missing
When it feels like the day is closing in
Somehow I find the faith
To make it through
When I'm with you
(When I'm With You - Westlife)
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
(Dont Love You No More - Craig David)
To say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before
I'm officially yours
(Officially Yours - Craig David)
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand to yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
(Oh It Is Love - Hello Goodbye)
You'll always be part of me
I'm part of your indefinitely
Boy, don't you know you can escape me
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby
(Always Be My Baby - David Cook)
since I Found You My World Seems So Brand New
you've Show Me The Love I Never Knew
your Presence Is What My Whole Life Through
since I Found You My Life Begin So New
now Who Needs A Dream When There Is You
for All Of My Dreams Came True
since I Found You
(Since I found You - Christian Bautista)
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry
No more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a g-5, g-5
And we're leavin' never looking back again
(Leavin - Jesse McCartney)
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
(Unintended - Muse)
Hapuslah cinta antara kita berdua
Karena kau sudah ada yg punya
Biarlah diriku memendam rasa ini
Jauh di lubuk hatiku
(Soulvibe - Biarlah "Hapuslah Cinta")
I love you, baby and if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby to warm the lonely nights.
(Cant Take My Eyes Off You - Muse)
Cause, I can’t keep on feelin’ the way I do
I can’t keep on, hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through,
I can’t keep on loving you,
From a distance
(Cant Keep On Loving You - Elliott Yamin)
my song
Leona Lewis - Happy
Someone once told me that you have to chooseWhat you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
’cause love won’t set you free
I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah
Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear
But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here
I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I’m just trying to be happy
Oh, happy
Oh
So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything
Officially Missing You - Tamia
All I hear is raindropsFalling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today
I’m officially missing you
Oh can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I’m officially
All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all
I don’t know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say
That I’m officially missing you
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way
To let go of you
It official
You know that I’m missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I’m officially missing you
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