Lirik

If someone said that I forgot you

Do not you hear

If someone said I was faithful

Do not you hear

Lots of love came over me, I refused

It all just because I love you

If someone said I was not good

Do not you hear

If anyone tell me changed

Do not you hear

Lots of love came over me, I refused

It all just because I love you

When you remember me, I remember you

When you miss me, I also miss you

I know you always wanted me

I do the best I can do

God knows I love you

If you do not believe me

Pain I

If you'd heard what they said than I am

Sad I

Lots of love came over me. I refused

It all just because I love you .. Only you .

When you remember me, I even remember you

When you miss me, I also miss you

I know you always wanted me

I do the best I can do

God knows I love you

When you remember me, I even remember you

When you miss me, I also miss

I know you always wanted me

You know I also want to with you

I know you always wanted me

I do the best I can do

God knows I love you

♥ tasha ♥

What I feel -_-

This song just what I feel now. I can't say this, but I can only write it and share on my blog readers -_-

KISS - BECAUSE I'M A GIRL

It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart.
You told me that you wanted me and now that I've given you everything, you tell me you're leaving.
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way, and said that I was special.
I believed you. . .
And it was my happiness
You should have told me if your feelings has faded.
I had no idea, and I continued you depend on you.
Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.They say that when you give a guy all he wants, he quickly gets bored.
And now I know that's the truth.
And altough I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again.
I fall in love , and my heart is broken again.
You should have told me if your feelings has faded.
I had no idea, and I continued you depend on you.
Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.They say that when you give a guy all he wants,he quickly gets bored.
And now I know that's the truth.
And altough I tell myself, I'll never be tricked by love again.
I fall in love , and my heart is broken again.
You should have told me if your feelings has faded.
I had no idea, and I continued you depend on you.
Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.

Please, don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love.
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard.
Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.

Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.

*The Girl*
"Today we broke up.
You told me to meet someone better than you, and be happy.
You're just like the other guys.
What happened to when you told me that you love me?
Honestly, I don't want you to be happy.
What am I going to do if you really forget about me?
I'm in so much pain, more pain than I can bare. . .
Because I'm in still in love with you."

Please, don't break the hearts of girls, who'll do anything for love.
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard.
Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.
Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.

Altough I say, I hate you now, I'll be missing you.

*The Man*
"There's someone in love with. . .
Altough I can't be with her now.
I'm still in love with her"

Because I'm a girl, to whom love is everything.

"open this link, if you want to view this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2et1sDa0B8"

"I only hope that you read my blog. You feel what I feel. And I hope we can as before. Please honey, I just want you to care. I'm sorry if I'm wrong about you. please, forgive all my mistakes. I just want you to know. I love you so much more than you know, even though I know, you never love me :'( AND MY LAST HOPE YOU ARE SENDING A MESSAGE TO ME AND YOU WILL CALL ME. Please Nieno, I just want it"

Holiday

it's time to holiday!
dan gue pasti tak lain tak b ukan ke BANDUNG.
gue juga sebenernya heran, nyokap gue ngga ada tempat wisata lain apa selain di bandung -__-
tapi tiap gue tanya, nyokap bilang "kan kakek nenek kamu di bandung, kamu ngga kangen apa sama mereka?"
ya aku kangen lah ma, masa ngga -__-

TAPI yang paling menyebalkan adalah, gue disini selalu lama dan pulang waktu udah mau masuk!
ITU TUH MENYEBALKAN TAU GA!
kan gue ngga mau juga liburan membusuk di bandung terus, ya emang sih disini enak tapi kan gue juga mau pergi sama temen2 gue, dan yang penting kangen gue sama bokap gue :D
dan ya nyokap gue tuh suka lama2in di bandung, ya gue tau nyokap gue maunya tuh gue sekeluarga pindah ke bandung -__-
untungnya bokap gue ngga setuju, kalo setuju gimana nasib gue o_O

Oke lanjut, gue baru selesai baca 3 buku, yaitu "Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire, Eclipse, dan Titanium"
dan gue paling cepet baca dan paling suka "Titanium" bukan berarti yang lain gue ngga suka yaa.
ngga tau kenapa, tapi cerita bagus banget dan gue suka banget sama karakternya ♥
dan buat Austin "you' re so sweet boy. I hope I can get boyfriend like you" hahaha ♥
*austin itu salah satu tokohnya*

Oke deh, sampai sini aja dulu ya postnya.
Gue ol di warnet nih masalahnya -__-
XOXO Tasha :)

1 Month ♥

Yippie, today it's First Month with my Boy ♥

seneng ngga? Ya seneng dong :D
hmm sebenernya sih gue sempet marahan gitu kan sama dia, gara2 yaa adadeh -__- *terlalu vulgar kalo gue bahas disini karena nanti gue publish*

hmm, gue kan marahan nah terus ada tweet nya dia gitu yang bikin gue nyesek banget :

"kalo kayak gini baru sadar, buat apa lanjut"

nah abis itu langsung deh JENG JENG JENG, crying like a baby -_-
cengeng amat ya gue, dikit dikit nangis -_-
nah terus kan gue diem tuh lama, gue mikir bego ya gue kalo ngga baikan, masa besok sebulanan gue malah marahan.
Yasudahlah, akhirnya gue yang ngalah.
Emang gue kok yang lebay, gue yang salah, gue yang cengeng, gue yang harusnya minta maaf :')
yaudah kan ya, akhirnya gue nelfon tuh.
Langsung dong gue bilang maaf, eh dia bilang :

"aku ngga marah sama kamu, aku kecewa sama kamu. Aku ngga nganggep kamu pelarian, kalo aku gitu harusnya aku udah mutusin kamu."

Eh gue cuma bilang "maafin aku" sambil mau nangis kan, ngga lama telfon gue tutup terus gue bilang "nanti aku telfon lagi". Padahal mah bukan karena apa2, soalnya gue nya ngga kuat, guenya mau nangis denger dia ngomong kaya gitu -__-
Yaudah kan yaa, akhirnya gue telfon lagi.
Nah terus dia bilang "udahan nangisnya?" gue heran kok dia bisa tau ya gue nangis -_-
pokoknya setelah ngomong ngomong BLA BLA BLA, akhirnya SAYA BAIKAN DONG :]
yaudah kan gue baikan, terus nunggu gitu sampe jam 12 hehe

Nah terus gue ada panggilan baru baru buat dia, yaitu "Nyienyo"
kenapa gue manggil dia gitu? karena ade guu yang paling kecil Rara nyebut dia kaya gitu nah terus temanku anith juga nyebut nya gitu, makanya gue pikir lucu juga panggilannya haha :D

Yaudah kan ya, udah jam 12 tuh mata gue ternyata tinggal 5 watt, udah ngucapin sebulan kan, hihi ♥
nah terus dia nanya :
D : "kamu ngantuk yang?"
G : "ehm"
D : "tidur yang"
G : "iya"
D : "tidur yang"
G : "iya sayang"
terus gue tutup deh telfonnya, hihi dan gue tidur karena gue udah nagntuk banjet :O
ILYSM Nieno sayang ♥
oke deh ya, sampai sini dulu hehe
XOXO tasha :)

It's tuesday

sumpah ya, tadi gue bt abis di sekolah -_-
tau ngga kenapa? karena MATA GUE BENGKAK.

Pertanyaan (P), Jawaban (J)

P : "kenapa mata gue bengkak?"
J : "karena gue nangis."
P : "kenapa gue nangis?"
J : "soalnya nieno marah sama gue"
P : "kenapa nieno marah sama gue?"
J : "karena pp gue"

Nah makanya gue nangis semaleman, mana ngga ada sms, dia ngga peduli sama gue -_-
Nah terus nih, di sekolah gue nangis kan, apalagi pas pulang.
Pas nieno ninggalin gue, langsung gue nangis tuh *anjrit malu gue*
Nah terus pas dibawah tangga nangis lagi gue, pas di lapangan NANGIS LAGI GUE
GILAK NGGA GUE? GILAK BANGET YEEEE
NANGIS MULU KERJAANNYA.

sebenernya nangis tuh bego tah, gue ngerasa bego banget, soalnya nangis ngga nyelesain masalah sedikit pun.
Tapi ngga tau kenapa gue malah sering nangis -_-
Pokoknya gue bad mood banget deh tuh sampe Quantum aja gue badmood, sampe gue makan aja ngga mau *lebeh abis*
Yaudah akhirnya gue ngantuk banget tuh pas pelajaran pa martop, mau tidur.
Nah pas nyampe rumah, gue buka hp ada 2 sms, dan ternyata TIDAK ada sms dari dia.
langsung deh kisut tampang gue, tapi ngga nangis lagi kok tenang aja :D

Nah terus gue sms cile kan, ada anith juga tuh.
tapi cile balesnya lama banget, nah kata agus gue disuruh sms duluan.
Nah ngga lama sms cile dateng, dia bilang "Tenang, nanti nieno mau nelfon"
Disitu langsung seneng dong gue, gue harap beneran :D

dan TERNYATA, DIA BENERAN NELFON GUE.
WIHI SENENG DONG GUE, dia minta maaf dan pokoknya gitu lah
ah nieno, love you so much deh hihi ♥
Udah ah, sampe sini dulu
Bye, XOXO tasha :)

saturday night

yeah, hari ini malam minggu dan gue ngga kemana2 -_-
Malahan hari ini gue sama ade gue nonton 3 DVD sekaligus.
Yaitu :
1. Inkheart
2. UP
3. Pink Panther 2

Dan sekarang gue baru selesai nonton :D
Dan langsung online *seperti biasa*

Waktu ditengah2 film Pink Panther ade gue tiba2 ngomong :
A = Ade gue
G = gue

A : "teh siapa yang sms?"
G : "mau tau aja kamu" *sambil jauhin hp dari ade gue*
A : "cowo nya ya? siapa tuh namanya Nino ya?"
G : "yee apasih kamu Nino mulu"
A : "bilang aja iya. Teh kenapa sih dapet pacarnya ngga jauh2 ada no no nya juga?"
G : "takdir"
A : "emang yang waktu itu kemana teh?"
G : "mati, udah gue buang ke laut! Udah nonton jangan banyak tanya" *tampang sensi*
A : "santai teh, gausah ngamuk yee"

Oh ya, ngga tau kenapa sekarang gue lagi suka liatin foto2 nya Skandar Keyneys
YAAA, HE'S SO HANDSOME AND CUTE BOY ♥ ♥ ♥

Look he's Picture :

Handsome right?
I THINK YES ♥
Hihihi

OKE, sampai sini dulu ya.
bye bye and good night
XOXO tasha ♥

Second Post :D

icik, icik bandel ya gue jam segini masih online :D
padahal harusnya gue udah tidur -_-
Mata gue tinggal 5 watt -_-

Question : Why i'm not sleep?
Answer : BECAUSE I'M WAITING YOUR MESSAGE BOY -_-

YA, betul sekali saya nunggu sms, lebeh amat gue nunggu sms orang nyampe jam segini.
Iyalah, buat lo mah sampe jam berapa juga gue tungguin.
Serius deh.
Jangan marahan lagi ya, kan kita janji ngga akan marahan lagi -_-
Aku ngga cemburu, sumpah deh.
Jangan marahan dong yaaaaaa

*nieno jangan marahan dong sayang :(*