no, you're wrong babe.

I thought we were everything. I thought we had everything.
There were problems, yes, but there is no such thing as perfection. I didn’t want any problems other than yours and mine but then you had to fuck up and leave me behind. You say you love me, you say you won’t forget me, you say all of this shit. I don’t even know what to believe anymore and I feel so empty trying to move on without you. What am I supposed to do with you gone? Physically gone, emotionally gone, completely gone. You want me to forget about you, but I can’t do that. You know I can’t do that :( how am I supposed to forget you??
I always thought I would be the one to leave, not you.
I miss you and it hurts so much.
I can only hope a few months from now, a few years, who knows, but sometime in the future, you will finally come back to my house and surprise me, just show up on my doorstep. Maybe I won’t recognize you, maybe you’d change all of your bad habits, maybe you would still love me. Maybe you would be exactly the same, but maybe, hopefully, you will still let me drown in your hugs because that’s all I want. I miss you so much..

dont you know you'll always be my baby?
you know? I can't move on 'till now.
BUKAN, bukan maksud gue gamau move on.
gue mau!
tapi tiap ada orang yg bilang ke gue.
'tash, dia lagi tadi abis gini gini sama cewek'
'tash, dia deket lagi sama itu'
lo tau? gue di depan doang bilang 'iya gapapa, itu hak dia kok mau deket sama siapa aja'
but you know the truth? my tears came down without my permittion.
lo benci gue nangis, gue tau lo benci, lo gasuka, lo bilang gue ga boleh cengeng.
tapi gimana? gue tau gue bukan siapa siapa lo lagi, lo udah benci sama gue.
tapi gue nggak -_-
lo marah liat tweet gue, gue ga pernah ada maksud buat ngatain lo, ngga pernah.
lo bilang gue udah move on, NO, I'M NOT!
mungkin lo yg udah move on, lo udah bahagia.
tapi gue tuh kangen tauga? kalo malem gue sendirian. biasanya siapa yang nemenin gue? LO.
sekarang? angin ac yg nemenin gue -_- udah ah jadi mellow lagi kan gue, bye :")