Please, tell me the truth

I hate myself for wanting to give up on you.

You make me feel like I can’t do anything. But I’ll keep going because I don’t want to hurt you, even if this relationship hurts me. I love you.

yeah this is my frontal emotions.

I have not been posting in this blog, and I miss it so much :*

can you see my words above?

I gave it to HIM.

I hope he realized.

Honestly, I was afraid to upset him, I know this is unhealthy, because then I would budge.

many people asking to me 'What are you tired of not budge?'

Honestly, I'm tired like this.

I tired to continue to beat you.

What you don't realize?

You treat me like complete shit all of the time, even though I’m your girlfriend.

It sucks, because when I fell in love with you, you were the sweetest boy alive and well now I can’t seem to fall out of love with you but at the same time I get hurt emotionally by you everyday. I don’t know what to do. A part of me is saying I should break up with you and another part is saying that I can’t live without you. I don’t know what to do, all I know is that I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.

I know you probably don't love me anymore, bored with me, and you already don't get along with me. Right?

I KNOW IT! though you never told me, I know that.

you change, you don't love me anymore.

This is fact that I know and I feel.

Forget about it, I'm T-I-R-E-D!

I just know you like it :')

Honestly, I feel guilty to one of my friends.

She likes my friend, who happened to be close with me.

to be honest, I NEVER meant to hurt you, N-E-V-E-R! I'm so sorry :(

I'm just a friend with him, I love him, but just a FRIEND.

and if you like him, approach him :)

I think, he'll respond you.

I apologize for my attitude toward it is to make you jealous, I'm sorry.

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♥ People say I'm too good for you. That I know, but I also know that I have a chance of being different and making you settle down for just one girl.

♥ I can't accept the fact that I did nothing wrong but you just need to be alone. Don't fucking let me off easy, I want to know the truth.

♥ I'm sick of all these secrets saying "I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME" people like you DESTROY the word, it has absolutely no meaning anymore.

You don’t know when you’re in love it just happens & I’m sick of people being in a relationship for not even a week & claiming there in love?! what has this world come too? please stop posting secrets like those, it makes me sick. here is a new secret. I LIKE someone, whom doesn’t LIKE me back

♥ I honestly feel like you deserved better than me. I just wish you would understand that was the reason i was so mean to you. And now that I think about what was said, I feel terrible.

♥ I know I dont know much about love, but there's a person that is better than that.

I love him. He is mine and I am his. We are perfect (no kidding). But I am so afraid of losing this because I want this to last FOREVER<3 span="">