I wish that i had never met you, then there would be no need to impress you. no need to want you. no need for loving you. no need for crying over you. no need for heartbreaks. no need for pain or tears. no need for forgotten promises. no need for rejected hugs. no need for crying myself to sleep. no need for acting like you care. NO NEED, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing...
BUT, then again
I'm glad i did meet you. 'cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. you were the one who loved me for me, just the way I am. the one who cared and tell me everything that'll be okay when everyone else didn't. the one who listened my story 'till last night. the one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever or just to say "good night honey, I love you". you were the one who i told secrets to. the one who taught me new things, little things, and everything. the one who trusted me when everyone else said that i'm wrong, you said "i trust you, i couldn't trust anyone who said bad things about you, about us. i just trust you" see? you judge me in sweet way. the one who laughed at my bad jokes. the one who did things, just for me --" do you remember my promise? that i never forget you no matter what, and our promises that you'll always be mine. okay i always remember this 'till now.
ohya! goodbye 199.... hhh it's sooo hard to say this. too much memories in it. 7.5, 8.2, 9.6. i'll never forget 199 really. in 199 i meet many amazing people! i know about friends, life, love, and everything, i learn many things, many special things. em one more, i never forget balcony, yess i love balcony so much, especially when.... :) <3 and="" class="Apple-style-span" now="" span="" style="font-size: x-large;">welcome 12 SHS
:) please be nice in 3 years ya :))
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